Nagging Wild Goose

As you may have already gathered, I have been hemming and hawing over attending the Wild Goose Festival this summer. I have decided to go and not go at least three times. To be honest and I am not sure if this sort of honesty is breaking some sort of code but, personally I have been annoyed by the total lack of response to my two questions I sent. I should say that eventually after complaining on twitter I did get a response to one of my questions. The other I was able to hunt down when there were website changes a few weeks later.

This has kind of left a bad taste in my mouth. It makes me skeptical about what will go on once we get there. Will we be left to fend for ourselves if we have questions? Then I read that the focus would be prison justice. It's not that I don't think this area of justice is important. It is really important. I just don't know if I want to add it to my very full plate right now. I know that is selfish. I know Jesus probably is shaking his head art me because I know better.

Here is the thing that is bugging me. I have pretty much decided against going. It's both a timing and financial decision. Then all at once people start promoting it and I feel like if I don't go I am going to miss something huge. Like I should be there.

I wonder what the divine invitation might be there?

Today I am grateful for all that I have, even my indecisiveness.
May you be blessed with some of your own.